Tuesday, October 03, 2006

ok ok.. so FINALLY, i am updating this damn blog.

been through alot since the last time i blogged. ups, downs and everything in between that i'd rather not recall but will always remember.

i feel really streched these days. so many things to do but so little time... trying to do too many things that i'm so scared i'm not going to be able to handle it and i'll just let everyone down. its funny how i'm stressed out but i'm having so much fun at the same time. don't get me wrong... its not, by any means, all fun and games but i love the feeling of constantly having something to do. i guess it makes me feel like i'm actually being useful.

i keep going and going until i'm sick and tired, literally... but i'm still going... trying to achieve a goal that always seems just out of my grasp. do i want to do this for the rest of my life? is this what i really want?

at least a thousands thoughts are swimming in my head at any one given time that i get dizzy from trying to think straight.

anyway, i was reading my old blog a couple of days back and, boy, was i an angsty kid. mum told me the other day that i'm still angsty and snotty. i mean... so what if i'm not overly friendly right? i'm friendly enough.....

friendliness is over-rated... its fake... if you just met someone.. don't act like you've known them forever.

you haven't.
deal with it.

wait till you have known that person forever then act accordingly. it's a simple logic but so many people just can't grasp it. *rolls eyes*

in other news, janine (oldest sis) adopted a cat. maitai. she is the cutest little thing in the whole world and i love her so much. she's so little and adorable... except when she goes into pyscho mode and is generally being a little shit... like how she bites and pounces on me when i'm watching tv. then becomes skittish when you move too quickly. but she's hilarious... she sits like a dog.

kristy posted at 7:56 AM.

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